Yes I would. Anyway that should give you an idea of what this journal entry is going to be like. I just need to write this down since I need some sort of outlit right now (besides video games since I haven't been playing shooter games and I want to do good on Assassian's Creed 2 so I can't go around ing all the random people lol.)

Anyway Sue (my best friend) knows a guy a work that might possibly like her, we ended up seeing him and his friends at the mall. We talked to them and then walked away, they ended up like following us but trying to seem like they weren't. Because we would walk the opposite way but then they would some how end up behind up (after also walking the opposite way) then they would come up and randomly talk to us. Well anyway we came up with this stupid plan of possibly going out with them (since they seemed to like us?) But anways what gets me is she says that I would get the chunky kid, he isn't that bad looking but I always seem to get the worst of the group. The thing is she didn't even like this guy because of his style and the way he looked. She thought it was weird that he possibly likes her until I said he wasn't that bad looking. Oh and what gets me is that she wants to try and change him if they do date, like Ok???? I don't think you should even bother if you just want to change them. He dresses more my style and the style of the guys I like but she wants to try to get him to dress all preppy and get rid of some things he wears etc. I mean I did say we needed to start somewhere but...don't focus on someone you'll just end up wanting to change. Maybe I'm just pissed because the 2nd best is always picked for me and I would of taken him just the way he is. Like she does this even for celebrity people, we know its not realistice but if there are brothers and she likes the best one then I get the left overs.I know this is all petty but w/e it just pissed me off this morning.


And I am sick of this subject coming up...when you get a boyfriend..., when you get a boyfriend..., when you get a boyfriend..., STFU! Holy shit, why is everyone saying that to me? And its always like over simple shit to like I went to a ballet yesterday and I was talking about how I seem to automatically dress up unlike most people my age and how Jamie thinks it is rediculous how I go to plays and ballets (came up since I was texting him way before the ballet), so the convo ended up with well you need a guy who will do these things with you (or something like that.) Or like "when you get a boyfriend do not do this or do this or watch out for this." I won't even be talking about a guy and somehow it will come up in a conversation. Ok I get it I've been single all my life, so why do you have to be talking about it alot all of a sudden out of no where, alot too. I'm tired of it...and I'm tired of Steve being possibly right ()